i need .....

something to bitch about. mind is blank .... nothing ever happens in australia. nothing .. absolutely nothing. im even forgetting things now ... guess thats what happens when enter a state of semi-retirement. when you go to work sometimes .. i mean when to drive to a workplace .. but just sit around and do nothing for 12 hours ... thank god i get paid for it.

went to malaysia for a short holiday last week... met some nice people, met many pricks... met some pricks who used to be nice people... thank god for some real friends who remain real friends, who provide reason for me to go back to malaysia again. was looking forward to coming back to australia .. now wondering what i was looking forward to ...

hmmm .. well the weather is great now ... thats a good start. what else ... doesnt help that my mind is growing comfortably numb, even as im attempting to type here.